Friday, February 27, 2004
Just talking out of my head cause I have alot to say................................
Well, today things were going good for me,but then I got into it with somebody and that really hurt me.Lately, I have been going through a lot of things in my life and it has gotten to the point where I just want to be at homw with my moms.I really miss my true friends back at home that always gave me comfort when I was down.Today, every moment I get I go and cry. I cried in the shower because I was thinking I really don't know what i want to do in my life now.Things have gotten to the point where I just don't want to be in school, at work, or in Alabama.I know it's not the end of the world and I know that whatever that is bothering me will not last always.I learned that troubles don't last always.Weeping may last for a night or two,but sooner or later JOY is going come.I am tough person and I usually get over things within due time.My plans for tonight was to go out to the club since i haven't been in a while.My friends were all hype and happy about it and then something happened.My friend Tanisha called her cousin and he will be going back home to New York for Spring Break, but she won't get a chance to go home for Spring Break.She got really sad about the situation and don't want to go to the club.To be honest i don't think she ever wanted to go in the first place.Then my friend Wanda doesn't want to go, then she said she does, but her Identification is expired and she don't think the club will take it.I don't think Fonda is going either.She acts like she wants to go,but i don't think she will even if I do.I'm sad and all I want to do is cry right now.Everytime I want to do something everything goes wrong......Example:Back in Jan.2004 I wanted to go take pictures with my friends, but my friend Tanisha didn't want to go.it makes me think that maybe somebody does'nt want to go out with me when I want to.Everytime one of my friends want to do something I be into it.It's always boring and it ain't shit to do, so why can't we get the @#$% out and do something.This the type of $%#@ I can't stand.&&*%%^%^*&*^%^^%^(&*)_((*&^^%^$^%*^()&&^()&*%%&^*(*((^$%$%@!@@!@#%^&*)*&*()(*&*&^ &^^%^&^&)*)&*&* &&(%^**&%% %^&**(&**(&( &%%^$ %%%^^ %^^* &(&* *( )(&* *( ^%%^$$$%$%^$ $%^$%^$% &$$%^$%^ $%^$%^$^%$%^$%^%^% ^$%#$$ %^%^&*& $%$%%^% *^*($%^#.
P.S.Sorry for that I had to block out all of my profanity.
Sorry!!!
I'm leaving so I can go clubbing and I hope I meet someone special.HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA !!
chon → 8:41 PM
