Sunday, February 15, 2004
Well, here I am again. In a f*&%ed up situation. I forgive my boyfriend and all and we decide to spend valentine's together. Well,...................... I got stood up. He went out with his mother and came back and didn't call me so I called him back he was busy so I told him I would call him back in an hour. Okay 8 roll around I was at home taking a bath getting ready for the night. My friend Toshia came over and asked me to go hit a couple of blocks with her so we could talk. I did, and then I call him and he said that he didn't know if we could spend the night with each other. So before she took me home I got her to stop by there. I see someone's car in the yard, so I'm like what the h*&%. Who's car is that. Then I go up cause I'm trying to see who in the H*$% is at my house and no one came to the door. I went and knocked on his window. I got back in the car and he came and opened the door. I was like what's up and he was looking all rough. I was like who car that is and he was like Sheka. So, I was like what the F*&% she doing over here. He was like man my folks still up and I'm in the room watching this moving with my momma. What the H@#$. I know that B&*%# was back there in that room. I wanted to f*&^ up that car she had. She always finds an excuse to be over there. I'm so d@#% confused. Anyways, he was like I'm gone call and I said F*&# it you ain't been calling. I'll get somebody else to stay with me. He left and I was outside pissed off like a mother f$%#&*. His momma ain't no good she always let her be over there,but I can barely go over there. They say it's disrespectful for him to talk to me or for me to be over there while she's there. It's d&%$ rude and disrespectful for his baby mom to be over there while and when he got a girl. When she's there he can't talk to me at all. What a f&^%ed up family he has. I should just let his a$$ be and move on so I can be single and they way I can fool with whomever I f*&#ing PLEASE!!! I can't even go to sleep cause this shit is on my mind. F&^% F#$% F@*$. Talking about a really F&^%ed up Valentine's Day. From now on I think this day will be my worst day (02-14-04). I'm Sorry By: Reuben Studdard; Mr. American Idol Himself and Little Luther I got to go!!! Peace Out!!!
chon → 12:55 AM
