Sunday, February 29, 2004
Well, I am up and ready to go to work on this Sunday morning. I am just thanking the Lord that I am living another day. He blessed me today so that I may be able to see another day, alive and well. THANK YOU JESUS!! It's a lot on my mind and it's a lot of things that bothering me and I want to get it off my chest. I am trying to call Dee to see what's up and what he is going to do, but I am not getting any answer. Anyways, all I want him to tell me is what he's going to do. Either he's going to straighten out and do better or I'm gone. If he want to be with those other females he can, but they will never do him like I would. I really love this man, and I don't understand what would make a man cheat on a good woman that's always there for him, loves him, does for him and his child. I accepted the one thing that was hard for me to accept and that was his child. He got his child during the time we where broke up the first time. It really broke my heart when I heard he had a child. I don't understand why I love him so much when he's never done anything for me or when he's mostly only gave me heartaches and pain. Ah!..........................
How much can a female take?? Me a lot, but I am getting to the point where I just want to say forget it. It's time for me to go to work, so I'll write something later!!
chon → 11:12 AM
