Thursday, March 11, 2004
Well, I haven't wrote on my blog in a couple of days, but nothings been going on. I was off all week and I mostly slept. When I come from class I eat and then go to sleep, wake up and then at night I can't seem to go to bed. Anyways, last night Wanda, Fonda, Tanisha and I met at the Deli and we got wings. We sat in the Delta Area t.v room and watched Stephen King's movie with Tyson. He went to his room and cooked hiself some good smelling breakfast food. I ate my wings and I had a Twix for dessert. I enjoyed been in there with my friends. Everybody seemed to be so happy.
I been pretending a lot lately and I'm not happy with myself. I've been pretending that I'm happy and truth is I'm not. I think it's time for me to speak up and let everyone know how I feel about everything. I had finally talked to "D" and we talked for a while, but I'm still not happy. I still feel like a piece of me is missing. Today I was walking to class and I was talking to myself, but I was saying all the things and words I wanted to tell him. When I got some pen and paper I couldn't even remember what I had said. I want to be with him and I love him, but I think that it's time that I became single for a while. I may need a rest from the relationship thingy. My mind will be made up in a few days or so and whatever I decide to do it will be done and I bet I would feel a lot better.
chon → 4:06 PM
