Monday, April 05, 2004
Well, I lot has been going on with me. A lot of people trying to tell me what to do, but no one can tell me what to do. No one has had what I have and no one shared the same feelings I have for Dee. I don't know why it's hard for me to let go, but now it has gotten to the point where I'm tired of this mess and I want to be happy and if being happy means breaking up with him and being single then I'm willing to do it. I'm tired of wandering if my man is with another female when he's gone and wandering if he's laying up with his baby momma. I don't get it though. How can someone say they love you and want to be with you and then promise you they gone do better And all they do is get worse. I mean what; I guess I don't be on his mind. He says it ain't like that though. He say I moved away from him and all that, so he can't love me the way he wants to. Then he said we can;t do the things we used to do because I moved away from him. That's about a bunch of bull&$%#a. If he didn't want to lose me he would be calling me at least every 2 days &%^$ just call me 2 times a week. I'm really getting sick of this and I want to end our relationship now cause it isn't nothing there. Maybe if we break up and spend some time apart things would change and he would realize that what he has was wonderful and incredible and he lost it. Then he try as hard as possible to get it back. mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
Qestion: If that happens should I take him back? (Need Opinions)
chon → 11:38 AM
