Tuesday, September 28, 2004
I'm still hurting everyday. I am ashamed to talk to people cause they might think bad about me. It's tearing me apart to hold on to all these feelings I have deep inside. Fonda just to let you know I love you girl!! You where there for me when I needed you most and I know I can depend on you. I'm trying to find time to spend with you,but as you know Between work and school I am tied p. Don't think you aren't important to me because you are. It's not one day that I don't think about you. No matter what I will always consider you as a friend and I'll never forget you. Iknow things woll get better if I want them to. GOD will never take a person through something that he knows they can't handle. He's taking me through these things to test my faith. I have lots of faith. Sometimes I say things that I really don't mean,but I that's cause I be mad or upset at the time. I love Wanda and Tanisha too. I wish we all could just kick it like the old days. Go to Biloxi again, get a room (Jubilee Inn) ha!ha! and go clubbing.
I hate to see people hurting and i hat to hurt people. Sometimes I wonder why GOD made me the way I am, but it's a purpose and one day when my purpose on this earth is over he's going to take me with him to the gates of heaven and open up the doors so I can recieve my reward. times are hard and you can never turn back the hands of time. All you can do is try to change for the better for the furture. The future is tomorrow. We don't know what tomorrow holds. I can't even type anymore cause I'm in tears right now. I can't be messing up South Alabama's computer. I onced LOVED this school and this City, but now I hate it. It brung me happiness, but it also has brung me a lots and lots of sadness. I'm out!!! See you when you get there!!!
chon → 12:11 PM
